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Title : Who Knows Where the Time Goes?
Author : fredbassett
Fandom : Primeval
Rating : 12
Characters : Helen
Disclaimer : Not mine, no money made, don’t sue.
Word Count : 100 x 5
Spoilers : None
Summary : Helen went through the first anomaly out of curiosity….
A/N: Written for [livejournal.com profile] rodlox’s birthday. I hope you have a lovely day. The title is taken from the song of that name written by the late Sandy Denny.

Helen went through the first anomaly out of curiosity.

It spun lazily in the air on a stifling summer evening, as beautiful and bright as her marriage had once been, as sharp and fractured as it had now become.

She hadn’t been intending to leave Nick forever, all she’d wanted to do was get away for a while, spend a few days on her own, take some time to think, to clear her mind.

When she stepped into the shards of light she hadn’t expected to find that she now had all the time in the world at her disposal.

* * * * *

She went through the next anomaly out of necessity.

There had been no rain in weeks. Food was scarce and getting scarcer by the day, but more frighteningly, the few waterholes she had found were running dry and even at night there was no escaping the predators gathered around them.

She had lived off carrion for weeks and sucked the moisture from leaves. Her skin was burned and blistered from the sun but at night she lay awake shivering from the cold.

For all its stark beauty, the Permian was a harsh environment and she was glad to escape it.

* * * * *

After that she never stayed anywhere long.

Time was simply too huge to spend in one place.

She knew she could travel the anomalies all her life and yet never learn all there was to know.

She still had so many questions and sometimes she even found answers.

She learnt more in a day in the Carboniferous than she could have learnt in a month in a library.

In a year of travelling through the anomalies she found the answers to many puzzles, but there was still so much she wanted to know, to experience.

And so she moved on.

* * * * *

There were times when Helen’s thoughts turned back to the life she had left behind, but the same curiosity that had led her to take that first step into the unknown still travelled with her.

And she knew from bitter experience that curiosity made a better companion than enmity.

She told herself that there was still time to return if that was what she decided to do.

For time was not in short supply.

She had all the time in the world lying before her, like a banquet of which she felt she would never tire.

A feast without end.

* * * * *

And so she watched and she learned.

And little by little, time gave up its secrets.

She saw species come and go.

She saw mountains rise and oceans fall.

She escaped death more times than she could count.

She lost what few possessions she had and gained others.

She watched all life on earth nearly die and after that she never viewed the world in quite the same way again.

And so she travelled on for now the past was no longer enough.

The past was only a part of the story.

Once again, Helen was driven on by curiosity.

Date: 2011-11-15 12:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] freddiejoey.livejournal.com
Wonderful look at Helen's meandering adventures through time.

Brilliant fic like poetry.

Date: 2011-11-15 01:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rodlox.livejournal.com
this is an excellent present; thank you!

once more, you prove yourself a master at understanding Helen's mind.

brava!

>She still had so many questions and sometimes she even found answers.
the definition of science.

>And she knew from bitter experience that curiosity made a better companion than enmity.
true.

>She watched all life on earth nearly die and after that she never viewed the world in quite the same way again.
an understandable mental response.

>The past was only a part of the story.
>Once again, Helen was driven on by curiosity.

*nods* This explains very well and nicely why s1 Helen only knew one thing of The Future: that it had bats...while s2+ Helen knew more about it.

this was a splendid read. thank you for writing and sharing this.

*adds to Memories*

Date: 2011-11-15 02:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rodlox.livejournal.com
i loved it.

>messed around too much by the writers.
I think it would have been more acceptible for most of us, if they had just explained the backstory to tell why she changed...the most they did was show "Helen's attacked by a pterosaur".

on one hand, I imagine Helen wouldn't be overwhelmed by the scale of it, except in the same sense a person is overwhelmed when standing at the edge of the Giant's Causeway or Grand Canyon.
...on the other hand, the anomalies could conceivably open to a point a few years later (ad subinfinitum) so the Event takes place like one of those flip-books. (the early predecessors of movies)

again, thank you.

Date: 2011-11-15 07:53 pm (UTC)
ext_27141: (Helen)
From: [identity profile] telperion-15.livejournal.com
Great look at Helen :)

Date: 2011-11-15 08:35 pm (UTC)
thelibraniniquity: (Default)
From: [personal profile] thelibraniniquity
Fascinating character study, and some great imagery.

Date: 2011-11-15 08:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deinonychus-1.livejournal.com
oooh, great look at Helen's thoughts and motivations. I can just imagine it being like that, and her constant drive to see and understand everything.

Date: 2011-11-15 09:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bigtitch.livejournal.com
That's a great insight into Helen! Nice one!

Date: 2011-11-15 09:37 pm (UTC)
clea2011: (Default)
From: [personal profile] clea2011
That was a wonderful look at Helen.

Date: 2011-11-15 10:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] knitekat.livejournal.com
Great look into Helen and what drove her to explore.

Date: 2011-11-15 11:00 pm (UTC)
cordeliadelayne: ([primeval] stephen hart)
From: [personal profile] cordeliadelayne
Brill look at Helen!

Date: 2011-11-15 11:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] adafrog.livejournal.com
Very good. Nice take on her drive.

Date: 2011-11-16 08:17 am (UTC)
fififolle: (Primeval - Nick sands of time)
From: [personal profile] fififolle
That was really great! I could just imagine her struggling to survive, and learning as she went.
Excellent!

Date: 2011-11-16 10:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jooles34.livejournal.com
Lovely look at Helen! I think I would have liked the character more if she had retained some of her chracteristics form season one and not been turned into a weird, pouty, cartoon villan. It's nice to see inside her head this way.

Date: 2011-11-16 11:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nietie.livejournal.com
Wonderful look at Helen and what motivates her.
I think feeding your curiosity by getting lots of answers is addictive, so it's very understandable she can't stop anymore.

Date: 2011-11-16 09:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] talliw.livejournal.com
That was a great look in Helen's mind. I wish she were still around. *sighs*

Date: 2011-12-11 11:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lsellersfic.livejournal.com
Great look in Helen's head.

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